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Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Welcome 2013

My last thought of 2012 - "Is something really wrong with me?  Am I crazy?  Is there hope for me?"

My first thought of 2013 - "The world would be much better off if I wasn't around anymore.  If I could find the perfect way to die, I totally would."

Ugh.  I hope it's just tiredness, annoyance and fatigue.  In the morning, I hope to feel better.


Lee-Anne said...

So how are you feeling now?

Are you suicidal Heidi?

Please seek out some help. You don't have to live with suicidal thoughts floating around in your head. Try a helpline or something like that as a starting point.

If you don't have mental health then you will feel shit! And if you don't have mental health, how can you have physical health? Or if you don't have mental health what use is physical health?

The world wouldn't be better off without you at all. I don't know you, but your blogs are thought provoking for me.

Please get some help, speak to someone...

Kind Regards

Heidi said...

Don't worry Lee-Anne! I'm not suicidal, just very unhappy and overwhelmed by everything. I have my appointment with my therapist tomorrow, so I'm quite sure it will be a discussion.

And you are a very kind person!

Lee-Anne said...

Thanks Heidi. xx