I used to feel this way. When someone wronged me, either really, or just in my head, I felt like my own success was the best thing I could do.
I don't feel like that anymore. For better, or worse, I just can't seem to muster the strength to even "fake it" for them. I just don't care. Perhaps I should. Perhaps working on my own success, just of itself, will make me feel better. It doesn't matter who I am upset with, or trying to get revenge on, just my own success. What do I need to do to feel successful?
The answer always comes back to camp.
I miss camp. I miss camp a lot. I need to find a way to get more camp in my life. It doesn't matter if I have MS. Camp is where I want to be and camp is what I want to be doing.
I'm doing it. I'm going to find something camp related that I can do.