Today was my doctor's appointment. I don't know what I expected to happen, but I left feeling horrible. Nothing was meant to happen, or should have happened, and still, I just felt like crying.
I supose it was a combination of two things.
1. The MS nurse wasn't there, and I was really looking foward to seeing her. She was out sick today. That made me a little bummed.
2. She asked me about depressing and feeling sad and what not. She asked me what was causing it - MS or the meds or what not. I have no freaking idea. I just know that I don't feel like me anymore. I started to tell her, and could feel myself wanting to cry, so I just kind of stopped where I was. Not that I want her to do anything about it - I don't want to take any more meds that necessary. I just left feeling like crap I guess.