balance

I can't seem to balance work and health, no matter how hard I try.

I finished the last dose of steriods today.  That's good, right.

Bad news, still have this kidney thing going on.  It's ridiculously painful and driving me nuts.  Thing is, they got me a CTScan tomorrow at 3:20.  That's the WORST possible time in the world.  But I am in so much pain, so do I go, and just look worse at my job, or skip it and stay in agonizing pain longer.