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Monday, May 30, 2011

obsession

So, I have had a lot of time to think today.  It's been a great memorial day, pretty relaxing.  But lots of time for me think.  This MS - I'm obsessed with it.  It's not just that I'm learning how to deal with it, its an obsession.  It's all I can think about and every moment of the day it pops into my brain.  Is this normal?  I have no idea, but it feels wrong.

2 comments:

Sherri said...

it is normal as far as i am concerned...

i think about it daily, all day long... it governs what i do each day and how i do it...

i hate that about ms... it's like i have to ask permission of my freakin disease to do something ha!

i do my best to talk about other things, write about other things, and all that jazz... but it's always there in my mind, lurking....

Heidi said...

I am SOOO happy to hear it's not just me. I have started to feel like I am going crazy that I am so preoccupied with it.