If you can make it through the night, you will see another brighter day.

Today is a much better day.  With vacation last week, and a brand new year, I had a lot to do.  I feel very accomplished when I get to cross many things off of my to-do list, and that's the kind of morning I had.  I was just crossing them all off.  It was very nice.

I think I have our field trips worked out for Feb vacation - that's rather nice.

All the billing is done and sorted for December vacation.  Also nice.

I have a few more things to do tonight, but nothing too taxing.  I'm pleased with the day.

New favorite show - Emily Owens MD

The thing about being an adult, that no one tells you growing up, is that you don't feel like an adult.  All your stupid insecurities and anxieties are still there, only you feel even more stupid and insecure about being stupid and insecure because you're not suppose to be stupid and insecure anymore.  You're suppose to have the answers.  You are suppose to know.  But we don't always know.  And those answers, they're not always easy to come by.

Well, you know what.  I'm done feeling stupid and insecure about feeling stupid and insecure.

The truth is, I think part of being an adult is that you stop waiting for yourself to change and you start accept who you are.  Come on, it's gotta get better than this, right?